Thursday, May. 27, 2004 / 6:06 a.m.
Sometimes

Sometimes I just want to scream

Long and loud and high

But every time I try

It just comes out a sigh

Sometimes I just want to cry

And let the tears flow all day

But leaving myself that open

Has never been my way

Sometimes I just want to smash

Every fucking thing in sight

But if I started now

I'd be cleaning the mess all night

Sometimes I just shove it

Deep deep down inside

Makes it so much easier

When I want to hide

Sometimes I go to lengths

To keep it all at bay

You never know how much I'm hurting

Because I never say

Sometimes it's too much

And I'll just break down again

And I'll laugh maniacally

As the send the coated men

Sometimes I think I'll make it

And other times I'm sure not

Because how do you shove a square peg

Into a round slot?

Sometimes I think it easy

Others it's overwhelmingly hard

On the line between insanity and genius

Composing a postcard

Sometimes I just want to quit

And walk away from the fight

But hope arrives again

At the end of every night

Sometimes...