Friday, Dec. 30, 2005 / 12:59 a.m.
Finally here

I long for the day
When I'll finally be comfortable
In my own skin
And not be constantly be trying to kill
That contained within

Without a razor I'll perform the most intriciate surgery
Excising demons from deep inside
That will ensure no one will suffer
And the patient will always recover

And there won't be a need to medicate
To take a swig or pop a pill
That radiates too deep
And through the long and lonely night
Nothing but blissful sleep

Awaken to a morning light
Refreshed and now aware of the world
Full and saited entirely so
No longer starving for something out of sight
No longer wretching after the fight

On that day at last I'll be
Comfortable in my own skin
Beautiful outside and within
Relaxed and calm no matter the condition
No longer needing anyone's permission
A full deep breath without doubt or fear
That's when I'll know
That I'm finally here